Forgetting where I left off..
Aug. 25th, 2018 12:34 pmI just had the beginning of this entry saved from another day, but of course, I lost it because I accidentally clicked out of the dialogue box before restoring it. :(
At any rate, it has been far too long since my last update! I did not mean to go so long without posting, but my internet activities purposely fell by the wayside at the end of last year because I got really stressed about school and the rest of my life. Everything turned out fine, but it was just so easy to make my world smaller by cutting out my fannish activities when they were adding to my stress. That's my current strategy for dealing with anxiety: ignoring the less immediate parts of my life. It's probably not a very good or healthy strategy, so I should probably do something about it.
I start what should be my last semester as an undergraduate on Monday.
I start what should be my last semester as an undergraduate on Monday. Last semester, I dropped half of my classes because I felt overwhelmed, so I’m back to full-time this semester. I’ve had two of the professors before, so I know what to expect from them more or less. I’m most concerned about my creative writing classes because I have had serious second thoughts about my second major in creative writing. I like it, of course, but I’m unsure how beneficial it was to add on to my English literature major. *shrugs* My first creative writing class before I transferred was a good experience, but the non-fiction class I took last year was really hard on me, and I’m not sure if I feel adequately equipped for the upper-division short story and poetry workshops that I have signed up for this semester. I can’t say that I much like the workshop experience at all, but I’m sure that it has been beneficial.
I have mostly frittered away my summer. I haven’t done as much reading as I would have liked, and I’ve done almost no writing. There’s hope for the future, I suppose.
I want to start another entry about my reading this year, so I’ll end it here.
At any rate, it has been far too long since my last update! I did not mean to go so long without posting, but my internet activities purposely fell by the wayside at the end of last year because I got really stressed about school and the rest of my life. Everything turned out fine, but it was just so easy to make my world smaller by cutting out my fannish activities when they were adding to my stress. That's my current strategy for dealing with anxiety: ignoring the less immediate parts of my life. It's probably not a very good or healthy strategy, so I should probably do something about it.
I start what should be my last semester as an undergraduate on Monday.
I start what should be my last semester as an undergraduate on Monday. Last semester, I dropped half of my classes because I felt overwhelmed, so I’m back to full-time this semester. I’ve had two of the professors before, so I know what to expect from them more or less. I’m most concerned about my creative writing classes because I have had serious second thoughts about my second major in creative writing. I like it, of course, but I’m unsure how beneficial it was to add on to my English literature major. *shrugs* My first creative writing class before I transferred was a good experience, but the non-fiction class I took last year was really hard on me, and I’m not sure if I feel adequately equipped for the upper-division short story and poetry workshops that I have signed up for this semester. I can’t say that I much like the workshop experience at all, but I’m sure that it has been beneficial.
I have mostly frittered away my summer. I haven’t done as much reading as I would have liked, and I’ve done almost no writing. There’s hope for the future, I suppose.
I want to start another entry about my reading this year, so I’ll end it here.